From: Pastor Paul, India
Date: Tuesday, September 10, 2002
Subject: Children Recovering

My dear Saint of God

Praise be to Jesus

Thank you so much for your sicere and tearful prayers for my children Besly, Hepzy and Lesly. By God's grace they are getting better. They came out from the observation room. The whole night we were asleep, knelt down before the Lord and waiting at the hospital. The Holy Spirit strengthen me and my wife with a wonderful power, and we're quiet surethat came through your prayers.

My children were coming back to home from the school by a public transport bus. They use to come and go by bus only. The bus was thick with travellers and other students. A middle aged woman was sitting on a seat. As soon as she saw my children, she smiled at them, called them by name and made arrangements to sit the youngest one at her bossom and other two beside her. On the way she enquired about our family as a well wisher. She said to the children that she is one of the prayer partners of our mission, we (Mercy and myself along with the children) went and stayed with her family some time ago and she always praying for us. My children don't remember they met her before.

When the children were out of time to getting down from the bus she supplied them choclates as a token of love. She herself took out the raper and forced them to eat. My children are very fond of choclates. They were happy to get it.

As soon as they got down from the bus, younger one began to vomit. Suddenly the elder one too. Then the daughter. They lost their chocolates when they vomitted. Somebody went on the way saw this and they brought them home soon. By the time the younger son fainted. We were afraid. But prayed to God and reached them to the hospital.

Doctors found poison in their saliva and gave the exact treatment in time. If we were late two or three minutes..... ? Praise God. He protected us mightly as the apple of His eyes. He answered our prayers. Thank you again for your prayers. Now they are OK.They are God's children. LET HIM DO WHAT HE WANTS.

We searched for that woman. But nobody knows. We reported to the police.

I don't think the hospital is safe. And I don't know what to do next. Please pray that God Himself take care of us according His will.

I again request you this time to pray for me and my family as well as our pastors and evangelists who are ministering with us and their families, the new believers and the seekers. EVERYBODY NEEDS YOUR PRAYERS VERY BADLY.

We do remember you in our prayers.

In the Love of Messiah Jesus

From: Pastor Paul, India
Date: Tuesday, September 10, 2002
Subject: Please Pray For Hepzy

Dear Saint of God
Glory to Jesus

Please pray for my daughter HEPZY. At the day time she was allright. She is having a sudden change after the evening. She is suffering for breathe. She wants to talk; but can't. Loosing memory power. Poison might have effected her lungs, doctors say.

Please...please...please pray for my daughter. Our Lord will not make His children ashamed before the scoffers and heathens. H is the Lord of miracles. By His stripes we have healing. Let His precious blood being poured on her lungs. Let His nailed hands being touched her whole body.

May our Lord forgive the one who did this.

By God's grace both boys are OK.

My wife is upset. Pray for me too, that God may strengthen me to suffer anything. LET HIS WILL BE DONE.

HEPZY REMAINING UNCONCIOUSNESS. CONTINUE PRAYING FOR HER.

"Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fall, and the feilds shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet i will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The Lod God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds' feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places." (Habakkuk3:17-19).

My dear Saint of God

Praise be to Jesus Holy Name!

My 12 year old daughter Hepzy was unconcious about 30 hours. Myself, my wife Mercy, our boys Besly and Lesly knelt down before our Lord around her bed and was praying with full of tears. My sons had been recovered from the trouble; and were with us at the same room. We were sure that hundreds of the children of God like you were praying for Hepzy with tears at that time.

When we were praying we saw Hepzy's face became so bright. Though her eyes were closed, but smiled with full of Joy. Quickly she lifted her hands up and was trying to catch something. We assured she is departing from us. My wife and children cried aloud. I tried to control; but couldn't. Duty doctors and sisters rushed into the room hearing our cries. Doctor was attempting to check her pulse. But before he was checking the pulse Hepzy got up automatically from the bed. Her hands were up and we clearly felt that she was holding something in the space. She was calling "YESHU APPACHAA...., YESHU APPACHAA...." in our mother tongue. (Yeshu=Jesus; Appacha=Abba). Then she opened her eyes. She looked into her hands with an amazement, then looked up to the space, again to the hands and fingering a point, said: "AVIDE YESHU APPACHAN!" (There is Abba Jesus). I hold her hands and called her by name. Without any problem she recognized all of us. She realised that she is in the hospital. It was about 1'O Clock at midnght.

She wanted to eat something. So doctor checked her thoroughly. And asked us to feed her something light. She is having little temperature. Doctor prescribed a tablet and she had it. Before go to the bed we praised our Lord together. Hepzy praised the Lord and prayed with a new power.

PRAISE THE LORD! OUR GOD IS THE LORD OF MIRACLES! LIVING GOD! MIGHTY SAVIOUR!

Now Hepzy is taking rest. Mercy, Besly and Lesly are with her. I came home to convey this miraculous news of our Mighty Lord answered the prayers of precious and spirit filled children of God like yourself for Hepzy and gave her life back for His glorification. Please pray that our Lord may make use of her as His witness to win many unto His fold.

No! I will never turn back from the Lord. At any cost winning the Muslim world and the third world unto the Salvation of Jesus is my ultimate aim. The death may embrace me. Doesn't matter! For to me to live is Christ and to die is gain.

Once again thank you for your valuable prayers and timely sending the messages of encouragement. We have only few people praying for us and asking our howabouts. In which you are the one. I will never forget it. May God give you reward and bless you, your family, your collegues and your ministry. We always will be remembering you in our prayers.

Yours friend and brother

My dear Saint of God

Praise be to the Lord Jesus

Please pray for the person who sent the following mail.

If he is true, may God forgive him, protect him from the enemies and bring him unto HIS Mighty Salvation. Also make use of him as a vessel of witness to win many unto the fold of Jesus our Saviour.

PRAISE YOU JESUS ! THANK YOU LORD ! YOU ARE WONDERFUL, COUNSELLOR, THE MIGHTY GOD, THE EVERLASTING FATHER, THE PRINCE OF PEACE ! WE WORSHIP YOU AND ADORE YOU FOREVER AND EVER !

Yours friend and brother in the bond of Calvary's Love

----- Original Message -----

From: Hussain Alrafeeqi
To: Pastor Paul
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2002
Subject: Forgive Me

Sir

I want to confess something before you. Please forgive my sins and pray for me. I could not even sleep a bit since last few days. Sometimes I feel I'm going to be mad. If you pray, your living Lord and God will give me good sleep and heal me from mental worries.

I was one among those who tried to destroy your children last week. We wanted to give you a big shock and wanted to bring you back to Islam as a good weapon against christianity. Our operation did not succeed. I was watching with two others with an ambulance nearby the hospital to see your daughters death. Our plan was to kidnap the dead body along with your family in our ambulance. But I saw a ball of light came down from the sky and stood over the room where your daughter was lying unconcious. I saw a hand came out from the ball and stood your daughter up. There was a hole in the middle of that hand and the blood was flowing down. I felt giddiness and fallen down. My friends moved me from there at once.

After that I could not sleep. Whenever I feel sleepy, at once I see that particular hand which flows blood through a hole. Yesterday night I saw a shadow of a human face (face was not clear) appeard behind the hand and asked me that why was I nailing him.

I have no peace. I can't say it to the others. If they suspect me, I will be killed. Please forgive my sins. Please ask your God to give me peace. Pray for me that I may get good sleep.

Sorry to say that my name here is not real. But the contents of this mail is fully truth.

From: Pastor Paul, India
To: Hussain Alrafeeqi
Date: Thursday, September 19, 2002
Subject: Reply from Pastor Paul Ciniraj to Hussain AlRafeeqi

Hussain AlRafeeqi

Praise be to my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ

Whether you're true or not, I've forgiven you whatever you have done against me, against my wife and children and against my friends in Christ. I forgive you because my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ forgave all of my sins and washed me by HIS precious blood that shed on the cross when He was nailed, suffered and crucified as a ransom for many.

Bible says, "But God commandeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8).

In the Name of Jesus my Lord I forgive you Hussian AlRafeeqi and pray to God the Father to accept your confession if you're true and wash you by the precious blood of HIS only begotten Son Jesus Christ and guide you by the Holy Spirit unto the fold of Jesus Christ. May God heal you from all physical and mental worries and give you good sleep. AMEN !!

Please read the following and compare with Qur'an and the Holy Bible.

God created man out of dust and gave him life through the Word to be the overseer of all creations. He had a definite plan to glorify His name through mankind. For that God wanted man to be surrendered unto Him.

To obey each and every law of God is total surrendering. But Adam disobeyed, ate of the tree of which God commanded him not to eat. So he sinned.

Suppose you appoint a new servant for your household. He is bonded to obey your rules. Do you ever like it if he doesn't obey your commands, moving in his own ways and making friendship with your enemies? You will fire him out immediately and will make sure that he does not get any support from your subordinates and friends.

If God was like us, He would have removed man and would not have allowed the universe to continue forever more. But our merciful God did not destroy Adam. He just cast him from the paradise as a punishment for sin and granted permission to live on earth (that is also God's creation) and from the sweat of his face to eat. Also He promised the Messiah, Jesus, who is the Word from God, Son of (woman) Mary, illustrious in the world and hereafter as the deliverer from sin.

The Qur'an says: “Lo! the likeness of Jesus with God is as the likeness of Adam. He created him out of dust, then He said unto him: Be! and he is. (This is) the Truth from Thy Lord. (O Muhammad), so be not thou of those who waver” (Qur'an 3:59-60).

How Jesus is likeness of Adam?

Adam was created as a faultless man. The Prophet David says in the book of Zabur (Psalms): “What is man that thou art mindful of him, and the son of man that thou dost care for him? Yet thou hast made him little less than God, and dost crown him with glory and honor. Thou hast given him dominion over the works of thy hands; thou hast put all things under his feet, all sheep and oxen, and also the beasts of the field, the birds of the air, and the fish of the sea, whatever passes along the paths of the sea” (Psalms 8:4-8).

God asked the angels to prostrate before Adam. All fell prostrate; but Iblis (Lucifer) demurred through pride, and so became Satan (Qur'an 2:34). Hence Satan made Adam disobedient; so he too became as a sinner. From him all the generations became under the sin.

The Prophet David says in Zabur: “Behold I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me” (Psalms 51:5).

The Injil (The New Testament of the Bible) also says very clearly: “For there is no distinction; since all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” (Romans 3:23). But the same word promised a remedy too: “They are justified by His grace as a gift, through the redemption which is in Christ Jesus”.

The Qur'an says in several verses: “No burdened soul can bear another's burden” (35:18; 39:7; 53:38).

That means only unladened souls can bear another's burdens.

Both the Bible and the Qur'an says that Jesus was born as a faultless man.

“He (Archangel Gabriel) said (to Mary): I am only a messenger of thy Lord, that I may bestow on thee a faultless son” (Qur'an 19:19). The Hadith (traditions of Islam) also says that all the children of Adam are touched by Satan at their birth, except Jesus, son of Mary.

The Bible says about Jesus: “For it was fitting that we should have such a High Priest, holy, blameless, unstained, separated from sinners, exalted above the heavens” (Hebrews 7:26).

Once Jesus directly asked to the Jews, “Which of you convicts me of sin? If I tell the truth, why do you not believe me? He who is of God hears the words of God; the reason why you do not hear them is that you are not of God” (John 8:46).

Yes! Jesus was faultless by birth and life. He can carry the laden of sin from each one of the world. None others can.

Jesus said in the New Testament: “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28). Prophet Yahya (John the Baptist) was borne witness of Jesus. He declared about Jesus, “Behold, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!” (John 1:29).

In the second letter of Paul to the Corinthians we read: “For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God” (2 Corinthians 5:21). No doubt! Jesus took all our sins and died on the cross to give us eternal life. “In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses” (Ephesians 1:7).

In the letter to the Hebrews also we can see as it is: “Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sins which clings so closely, and let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God” (Hebrews 12:1-2).

In the book of Qur'an Jesus said: “And (I come) confirming that which was before me of the Torah (the law of Moses), and to make lawful some of that which was forbidden unto you. I come unto you with a sign from your Lord, so keep your duty to God and obey me” (Qur'an 3:50).

“When Jesus came with clear proofs (of God's sovereignty), he said: I have come unto you with wisdom, and to make plain some of that concerning which ye differ. So keep your duty to God , and obey me” (Qur'an 43:63).

What do you think? Isn't it a must to obey Jesus?

But the children of Israel denied Jesus, though they were the chosen people of God. They lost eternity. Because they at the time looked for a warrior king savior they were blind to the truth that Jesus Christ was that Messiah promised by their own prophets.

ACCEPT JESUS AS YOUR LORD AND SAVIOUR; FOR HE HAS TAKEN AWAY ALL YOUR SINS AND DIED ON THE CROSS TO GIVE YOU ETERNAL LIFE. IN WHOM WE HAVE REDEMPTION THROUGH HIS BLOOD, THE FORGIVENESS OS SINS, ACCORDING TO THE RICHES OF HIS GRACE. AND HE HAS RISEN FROM THE DEAD AND SITTETH AT THE RIGHT OF THE HEAVENLY FATHER. SO YOU TOO WILL BE RISEN TO LIVE WITH GOD IN HEAVEN FOREVER.

IF YOUR CONFESSION IS NOT TRUE, NO DOUBT YOU WILL BE JUDGED AND THROWN OUT INTO THE HELL OF FIRE.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU TO BE A WITNESS OF EVERLASTING LIFE

Your brother in the Love of Messiah Jesus

Respected Paul

I am still shivering with fear. When I go to bed I cannot sleep. My memory goes on goes on since my childhood. All of my sins came to my mind. I want to share.

Forgive me God. I became a member of a fanatic movement. I tortured many christians, raped nons, murdered Ashraf and Wahab of Paul's mission. I voluntarily took the leadership of a group to destroy Paul and family. Attacked them several times. Miraculously they escaped. Once we went with a plan to kill him at night. But we saw there was a number of gunmen around his house. Another time they were in a terrible hunger. From the school going children we know they ate nothing. Children became very week. We send a woman with some adultrous fast food. But on the way a dog has bitten her, she injured seriously and could not give tio them fast food. We thought his children, at least his daughter would die because of poisonous choclate. God forgive me. I repent on all my sins. I cry before you. My Christian brothers and sisters, forgive me. Siniraj Muhammed and family forgive me. Jesus forgive me.

Jesus I accept you as my Lord. Come into my heart. You are my personal Saviour from now onwards. I believe you have died for me and rose from the dead. You are my everything. Wash me by your precious blood. Fill me with peace.